Its December 6 .
Almost the end of 2011 .
Time goes really fast .
But , i feel like im changing these past few days .
I feel much calmer , and somewhat different .
I feel taller too o.o
Okay maybe im not physically growing , but
this probably is what we go through when maturing to an adult .
Been home alone lately all the time .
Nobody to talk to , likewise .
So i read this post by someguy i have no idea of in facebook ,
it wrote that i am born in the week of "leaders" and people who easily fall in love .
I guess its pretty much true but i dont see myself as a leader .
I always mess up .
but these things arent stuff to believe anyway
I've given up finding a partner long ago .
The last one opened my eyes big enough for me to see the world right
Right now i just feel like i can change what i am now ,
To be somebody worth to help in the future .
I got determination , but i aint got any will to start .
I need someone , whom i know that loves me for who i am , emotionally too .
I guess its not my right time to shine yet .
Well , patience is a virtue eh ?
i'll keep that in mind .
posted @ Tuesday, December 06, 2011 |
